I woke up after such a peaceful sleep out under the stars in swag. I feared at first that I was alone, but it was also so liberating! I’m lying here waiting for the sun to rise to dry out my swag…. I’m simply just BE-ing! I can’t remember the last time I was able to do this! I feel free to choose and simply be. I think of all you other women who don’t feel like you can choose. That you have to wake with the kids in the morning, get food for them (even though your not hungry yourself), do house duties, all that other stuff that can make us feel dis-empowered because we feel we have a lack of choice and that it is all based on “should’s” & “Have to’s” – I’m thinking of you because I’m thinking of myself. I want you to be free to live your best life yet while still being a loving Mumma, partner etc. It’s possible! I have plans and manifestations in place to help you see yourself, love yourself, and simply sometimes just BE…. because I know what it is like to feel stuck and unable to bust into your extra-ordinary life.
"My view from my swag....where I slept alone...."
Perhaps I have been lying to myself that I’ve found parenting ‘easy’…. I think that the truth is that parenting itself can be ‘easy’ and in the flow, but what I have found the hardest of all is actually parenting myself. I find myself hard work, because after everything during any given day and when all is said and done – with kids and partner in tow…. “who am I?” “why am I living?” “what is my purpose here?” “why do I work to make money?” “why does my partner work to make money?” “why do I clean, and cook and tidy?”
All these questions come to mind…. Re-thinking why I’m doing what I’m doing. I am reconsidering what LIFE is really about…
Do I have that answer now? I’ve been searching for over 25 years…. I remember thinking as a child “why am I here and do I actually belong here ? Because sometimes it feels so weird being here!” Can you relate?
"Contemplating life..... on a mountain of course"
My life right now has been turned upside down in such a short amount of time! It feels that my life is magickally transforming, aligning, and living each day. I feel free to choose and simply BE… For the first time in my life!!!!!!
I’ve let go of my husband soul mate of 5 years of marriage and 15 years of friendship – which I plan to continue by the way! As sad as this situation can be – and it hurts still – I’m allowing this chance for my mirror to shine back at me, for me to finally see who I have been and why. This is bringing up a lot of past pains and hurts – particularly from childhood, which are being transformed as they pop up (Tipi, smoking (legal) herbs, healer friends, looooong baths and climbing mountains are great for this occasion! )
I’ve let go of the fact that I’m not the only loving and nurturing person my children need in their life. This has allowed me the space to healing and be loved myself… to find the deepest love EVER… which was within ME! My kids are separate from me right now, which is a little painful, but I continue to get messages from higher conscious to “Use this time wisely, they are safe and loved” – which I interpret as use this time to heal what needs to be healed and know that your kids love you and feel love from you, therefore they are safe and nothing bad will happen.
I’ve found love in the strangest of places…. I’ve been loved before but now I’m IN love and are truly BEing loved. When I opened my life up to love months ago through the transition of fully accepting myself, my whole entire world has opened up and opportunities to love even on a more deeper level are everywhere! To love and be loved – both can be very difficult things to balance.
My wildest dreams are coming true… So effing quickly that I can barely keep up! I’m on my toes trusting that all the alignments – everything – is for the good of me and the world is taking place right now. Every person I met, paths crossed, things seen, are all gifts for me in my life! Seeing everything as opportunity on the scale of global change (yes, I’m truly wanting to help “change the world”) has manifested into magical opportunities to pop into my life and FINALLY the change to not only “Be the change I wish to see” but also proclaim it, teach it, guide people into their extraordinary lives, which ultimately leads into YOU (them) wanting to help the world in your own unique way.
I’m experiencing deep healing from my past which ultimately has got me to where I am right now, living MY life and creating massive wave of change for myself and others! It all started back at the beginning of winter. “Be careful what you wish for” is a very true statement, no regrets there! I just now understand the power I really do have, and no one else outside of myself has any power over my life…. interesting!
I’m vulnerable! I want be true to myself and you! I have nothing to hide. Not many things are personal and private for me… Because people like you (striving for authenticity yourself) need to see the truth – finally! I wished I’d seen it sooner… But as always “all in good timing!”
Right at this moment in life I am stunned at how amazingly well I can look after myself, I forgot how to do it! the universe, god, angels, goddesses, source take care of me 100% – this was a challenge to let go of ‘controlling’ (is there such thing?) my own life…. but, I really didn’t have a choice – one of those “stuck between a rock and a hard place” things… so what can you do or even HAVE to do? Rely on a higher source that “everything will be okay.” and it is and always has been.
For the first time in my life I feel SAFE and know that bad shit does not happen to me anymore !
"Amongst all life's curve balls.... I'm feeling safe..."
I want to get personal with YOU… If you’ve been waiting for your ‘extraordinary’ life for too long now, wondering “how long is this going to take!?” I want to help you to help yourself live your extraordinary life!
I know how to help you! I have some answers for you. I have incredible insights not only from my own experiences but also being part of others. I actually see a system a rhythm that needs to take place for you to be and have your extraordinary life!
I love you dearly because I have learned how to love myself… We are very alike! That’s why you are here! I want to help you live your extra-ordinary!!!!! I really do! I have plans in place on how I can help you here are just a few things I’m brewing ::
:: My first ever Women’s Spiritual Healing Retreat Camel Trek, in November 2012! This baby has been brewing for a while and it all came together after My Transformation of being one with the beautiful healing lands of the Flinders Ranges, South Australia. Seeing myself for the first time ever, having time to reflect on what my purpose is in life, connecting with myself like never before and gaining incredible clarity on my direction in life. “I CANNOT keep this to myself! People need to know about this and experience this for themselves!” Were my thoughts… So, of course I didn’t sit on my arse and dream it away with no action (I’ve been THERE before!), I organized a time and date for women like you to transform & connect massively with themselves and their own life. Wanna join us? There are only 6 places left to join us… check it out HERE.
:: Live workshops – in person workshops/seminars. I want to meet you where you are at! Guide you to you’re own extraordinary self. Help you see clearly for the first time what your extraodinary self looks like, feels like, is doing, what she wants to do! In 2013 I’m planning visits to Brisbane, Canberra, Adelaide & Perth (All in Australia so far) to come and share this message of how extraordinary you really are and how you can bridge that gap between the ordinary that you live and the extraordinary that awaits you! In October I will be holding workshops (like mini-seminars) at the Women’s Lifestyle Expo in Townsville, if you can be there, I would love to meet you!
:: New Sacred Healing Women’s Circle of (virtual) support where you gain 110% support in getting your life to extraordinary. Diggin’ up the crap that has been holding you back for wayyyy too long now so that you can reach your extra-ordinary self/life. Practical steps you can take, and a place to process your thoughts and feelings (this will be a virtue online thing). Starting in October.
I feel your pain that life hasn’t been all that you have hoped for, I feel it because I know that feeling all too well. I know you have wild wild dreams that you would love to see bare some fruit but the sunshine is finding it hard to peer through the clouds…
Take the step. Make the decision “I choose to finally be my extraordinary self!” and be with me on this journey of transformation as we FINALLY get to be who we really want to be – ALL that we want to be! Read-y?
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Much love & support as always!
I’ll be sharing with you my most vulnerable self.